Orgasm regret

That's a concern I have after 4 months without a release of any kind.  I'm not sure if it is worth the regret from a quick release.  I'm learning to live without.

How long had you gone without an orgasm? Sometimes, the longer you go, the less the "drop" ...

Last orgasm was May 3rd, mostly caged with minimal teasing.  Working to end my porn and masturbastion addiction so far so good. This time has been very freeing.

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I assume that teasing makes it more difficult to stay away from the porn?

I really haven't had a problem with porn withdrawal as has the desire to play with myself. I think both are mostly under control. My main focus now the pleasure and satisfaction of my wife. 

I wish my wife would lock me up. She thinks chastity devices are cruel and weird.

I try not to orgasm any more but I still edge myself almost daily. Today I pushed it too far and ruined. I was immediately disappointed and ashamed.

More Women should be taught the benefits of controlling their bf or husbands penis and his orgasm denial.  It truly benefits them both.
Perhaps a weekly, mechanical milking to release the tension and to allow him to refocus. But then it’s back to tending to the kids and housework 

This would be nice. To often sex is focused towards male ejaculation to equate as “successful” or “complete”.

Posted by: @transstar

More Women should be taught the benefits of controlling their bf or husbands penis and his orgasm denial.

I am doing my part, one woman at a time!

Posted by: @stenegeoff

I wish my wife would lock me up. She thinks chastity devices are cruel and weird.

They are indeed cruel and weird but they are wonderful! They aren't mainstream so they seem foreign but I can assure you that introducing a chastity device will be a wonderful think for her (your) marriage. Once she gets over the initial shock of doing something new and different, it will be a wonderful ride for the both of you.

You could take the initiative by shopping for & ordering one yourself, locking yourself up & just handing her the key on a fancy gold chain (necklace/anklet). Maybe once she sees how serious you are & has the ACTUAL "key to the Queendom" so to speak; maybe she will start to warm up to it all.

I have to admit, every time I have an orgasm I feel embarrassed too. I then have the feeling "once again I have received something that I have not (yet) earned".
It's the same when I get a ruined orgasm. It just shames me that I put my wife to work to satisfy my base male needs.
It's always afterwards that I realize how embarrassing I've behaved. Yet again. Again and again. Drooling and gasping, desperately thrusting the penis in the direction I can expect some kind of stimulation.
And when my wife then watches me with a mixture of mercy and contempt as I wash away the filth of my male need.
It shames me deeply! And isn't that how it should be?