Tell me I'm not alone. Was allowed out and to cum. It took seconds. I immediately felt down and thought I should have stayed locked. Now at work. Feeling out of sorts being free. I wish my spouse was stronger at making sure I'm locked. I know we have a much relationship because of it.
That's a concern I have after 4 months without a release of any kind. I'm not sure if it is worth the regret from a quick release. I'm learning to live without.
How long had you gone without an orgasm? Sometimes, the longer you go, the less the "drop" ...
Last orgasm was May 3rd, mostly caged with minimal teasing. Working to end my porn and masturbastion addiction so far so good. This time has been very freeing.
I assume that teasing makes it more difficult to stay away from the porn?
I really haven't had a problem with porn withdrawal as has the desire to play with myself. I think both are mostly under control. My main focus now the pleasure and satisfaction of my wife.